Wow, does time just slip away. I started this blog with every intention of at least weekly updates, humm, we all can see how that worked out for me. Oh well, better late than never right?
I am sitting here in silence. KD and Ellie are at school, granted tomorrow is the last day of that for the summer, Mom is out (suppring but true) and Eric is at work, and Mary decieded to take a nap, wonders never cease. I relieze how much I count on the maddness that is my family to fill in the gaps in my days. It's hard when the Dr.'s won't give me a date I can go back to work, stupid back.
Mary has learned to crawl, it's hard for me to believe how big she is getting. I look at her and see my KD baby ten years ago and it makes me want to cry. It's said to you a million times a day to not blink, they grow so fast, and it's hard when that realization slaps you in the face. In my next blink KD and Ellie will be done with school and Mary will be ten. How grateful I am to Heavenly Father to have blessed me with my beautiful children. And how I can't wait for the milestones of growth to come, and at the same time dread them as it takes my babies farther away from me.
Eric's job is at least something he enjoys. That's about all the good that can be said for it. It's less than a third of the pay we had, no benefit's and no hope of advancement. kinda sucky, but a job these days is a job. He's doing maintance at a state park and loving it. He likes being outside and it is a nice place, but still, it leaves us living with Mom and not knowing when we will be able to get out. And life just goes on.
